
Some of you may wonder what a Virginian like me is doing way out west and how I became a cowgirl. Well, for starters, I believe it was always in me. From when I was very little I remember wanting to be a cowgirl. I finally got some red boots and a cute cowgirl outfit when I was five. At eight I was begging my aunts to let me ride their horses. When I finally settled out west I realized that it suited me just fine. There's something about the vast open spaces, the big sky, the huge looming mountains that pull you in and won't release you easily.
One of my favorite novels is
The Virginian by Owen Wister. He was the first American novelist to write about the American cowboy and all "westerns" were spawn from his great masterpiece. I am so enamored by the protagonist, who we only know as "the Virginian." We don't know much about his life before he came to be a cowboy. He talks of having moved around a lot since the age of 14. What we do learn about him is that he embodies the archetypical cowboy of the American West; the tall, dark and handsome young man, a man of few words, who has nerves of steal and a high moral code that he lives by. If only more men were like him!
At one point in the story, The Virginian is talking to his friend who is the "narrator" of the story. They talk about Wyoming; the vastness of it, the wide open spaces, and, the inevitable lonesomeness of the place. The Virginian asks his friend if he likes the lonesomeness. He tells him he likes it.
"I could not live without it now." The Virginian says, "This has got into my system." He sweeps his hand out at the vast space of world, "I went back home to see my folks onced. Mother was dyin' slow, and she wanted me. I stayed a year. But them Virginia mountains could please me no more. Afteh she was gone, I told my brothers and sisters good-by. We like each other well enough, but I reckon I'll not go back."
The Virginia mountains can't please me either and for the same reason. The west has got into my system. I need wide space and big sky. I need sage brush and huge mountains, canyons and red rock. I need my land and my animals and my lonesomeness. After all, I'm a cowgirl. - The Virginian